This is not merely a memory; it is the luminescent zenith of my forty-year spiritual pilgrimage. It stands as my Bravest, most Proudest Moment Ever, a profound, soul-deep declaration of victory. For decades, an invisible chain. forged of shame, doubt, and conditioned fear—held my heart in check, preventing the full, radiant expression of my faith. I yearned to love Jesus, but I could not, on my own strength, shatter that self-imposed barrier. Then, the divine current of NSPPD (New Season Prophet